Thirty Seconds

I guess it’s time for me to allow myself to remember certain things that I’ve been trying to keep out.  I won’t share the specifics here.  Believe me I want to because I would probably feel a bit of relief by bringing you into the heartbreaking world of final goodbyes…but it’s kind of a cheap trick so [...]

I didn’t grieve.  I spent this past year avoiding sadness…attending to stuff and people instead.  I wrote a bunch…formed new friendships…lost others…found my heart and lost it again.  I thought I discovered the fast track through grieving (I hate that word) but I found out I’m not special at all.  I’m on my knees again…feeling [...]